First of all, it's important to understand that I firmly believe there is no way that I would be able to stand in front of family and friends in a wedding dress at emotional and physical point I was in 5years ago. But as I stood in front of everyone 2 weeks a go I didn't just have a heart full of love for my now husband but also a heart full of love for who I am and who I have become.
As I stood in the living room of my dad's house, the confidence in my body that I never thought possible was oozing out of me... I have never felt so beautiful and confident. As I stand in my wedding dress I realize how far I have come in my journey and what a journey it has been .
I am so grateful for the skin I am in and I am so grateful for the journey I have taken to get where I am.
Since the wedding people have asked, " are you going to continue to workout after the wedding and the best response I can think of is this,
I am far to proud of the person I have become to ever take the chance of going back to the person I worked so hard to change for the better. Working out isn't for an event it's a lifestyle that I am commuted to for life.
Until next time.
Former Beluga Whale